Hi Everyone and welcome to my life!

I am a 22 year old single mom of the most amazing 16 month old baby boy (who's not a baby anymore). I am single for the first time since I was 14 years old so this whole concept is new and strange to me. As if it isn't hard enough being single in first place but to throw in the fact that I'm now 22 and a mom just makes this, well hell!! And with all that's been happening in my life lately...becoming single, raising a toddler, working full time and about to go back to school.... I decided to start a blog. Maybe this way through all that I am going through I can help someone else too :)

Tuesday, 29 March 2011

The real me.

I spend most of my day just trying to keep my head a float
my living my life is like sailing on a boat.
You do your best to dodge the rocks and keep on course
but it seems like every move you make is fighting through the waves with all your force.
With a smile on my face no one will ever know any better
No one can see how I truly feel, they don't see my tears on this letter.
As I hide my red and puffy eyes so the world does not see
For no one can know that this is the real me!
The real me is someone weak, someone empty, someone lost
I can't even fathom what all that this knowledge would cost
If someone were to see as the tears roll down my cheek
They would then know just how just how I am weak.
Instead they see my smile, my fake little mask
But onto my true self no one ever shall bask!

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